I'm Sorry, My Love — Aishwarya

From the depths of my heart

My dearest Rahul, my life, my everything —

I have been sitting with this weight in my chest for so long now, and I cannot carry it anymore without telling you how deeply, truly sorry I am. I hurt you, and no matter what was going on inside me, you never deserved a single word of it.

Every time I replay what happened, I feel ashamed of myself. You have always been so patient with me, so gentle, so full of love — and I took that for granted. I let my frustration and my pain spill out onto the one person who has never wanted anything but good for me. That was so, so wrong of me.

I want you to know that I have been crying since yesterday. Not for sympathy — but because I genuinely cannot bear the thought that I made you feel small, unloved, or less than the incredible person you are. You are the most important person in my world, Rahul. And I treated you like I forgot that. I am so sorry.

I also want you to know — I found out my mother is unwell. She has been diagnosed with diabetes and thyroid issues, and it has shaken me deeply. I was scared and overwhelmed and I handled it badly. But I should have come to you, not pushed you away. You are my safe place, and I ran from you when I needed you most. That was my mistake.

I am not asking you to forget. I am not asking you to pretend it didn't happen. I am just asking you — please give me the chance to be the person you fell in love with again. I know I can be her. I want to be her, for you.

I love you, Rahul. More than this letter can hold. More than I have ever told you. And I am so, so sorry for every moment I made you feel otherwise.

— Forever yours, Aishwarya 🌸

What my heart holds for you

" Teri aankhon mein jo pyaar hai, woh mujhe har baar naya jeena sikhata hai. Mujhe maaf kar do, Rahul.

" Tujhse dur rehna mujhe tod deta hai. Tu hi meri duniya hai, aur main bhool gayi thi — I'm sorry.

" When I am with you, even silence feels like a love song. I never want to lose that. I never want to lose you.

" "Darling, just kiss me slow — your heart is all I own." That is all I have ever wanted. You. Only you.

" I found a love to carry more than just my secrets. I found you. And I will spend every day being worthy of that.

" Loving can heal, loving can mend your soul — let me be that for you again, please. Let me make it right.

I promise you, on everything I hold dear

01 I will come to you when I am scared or hurting — not push you away. You are my person, and I will trust you with my fears.
02 I will never let my pain become your punishment again. You deserve only gentleness and love from me — always.
03 I will remind you every single day how much you mean to me — not just in moments of apology, but in the ordinary, beautiful moments of every day.
04 I will work on myself — my patience, my words, my reactions — because you deserve the best version of me.
05 I choose you, Rahul. Over and over, in every moment, I choose you.
06 I will spend the rest of my life making sure you never doubt how deeply, completely, unconditionally you are loved by me.

I amso sorry,my Rahul

I am
so sorry,
my Rahul